:: Tanvier's Time Machine ::

I came to UK on 31-01-01, today is exactly 5 years of me being here!! Today has been a good day, can't complain, had fun at work, nice dinner, Alhamdulillah. Happy birthday to Aimee who is 19 today.

Not sure if 'dreamsick' is a word in english, but the right translation of 'shopnorogi' in bangla would be something similar to dreamsick. Really miss family and home, especially now that I am ill, really miss the warmth of family, the loving faces..!

Feel like am travelling at the rate of mach 6..time is passing by so quickly.. Had a crap day today, really miss my family, can't wait to finish work over here and meet family. Not feeling well either, cough isn't leaving me..

Had a good day at uni today after a long time. Had a good participation in the lecture. Went to doctor in the afternoon to get an update on my chest infection, dr told me to wait few days as it is getting cured on its own.

Went to work for the first day today, was feeling unwell, but didn't wanna come home as I was feeling bad. I was coughing like mad all day.

Went to university for the first time this year. Missed so much due to illness. It's going to be hard to catch up. I am not sure what to do. Might need to get some extension. Stupid cough isn't fully gone yet. Hopefully everything will be alright Inshallah. Ishaque uncle just phoned from Milton Keynes, said he is going back to Bangladesh as well. Everyone is going back.. Maybe it's time for me to go back too..

Aaj doctorer kache giechilam.Notun oushodh dilo, bhalo lagche na.Khub bhalobasha pete icha korche. Khub khudro ebong nirdosh icha, kintu puron hobe na jani. Shob khomota nie upore ekjon boshe achen, manushke kosto die tini ki anondo paan ki jani!! Oboshsho amar obak howa na howa te kichui jai ashe naa, ami to 'nobody'. Shob khomota nie upore ekjon boshe achen, aar ami govir bishmoy nie taar khela shesh hobar opekha korchi. Prithibi ta boroi odvut!!

I being played, looks like it's a perfect game, I am just waiting for it to be ended, just want to see the ending. I am savouring the wait. See what's in my fate. All my work for last few years are at stake, I am enjoying the game, nevertheless I am eagerly waiting for it to be finished. Just want to see the end. Fate....

I am becoming a control freak..don't like people doing things that I don't like. It's not good. I am becoming an obsessive perfectionist. The chest infection is not getting any better. It's stable but not getting better. Not sure what to do, got another appointment on Monday morning. See what doctor says..

Feel lot better today, got lots of pending matters to attend.application forms, thesis,coursework..lots of work..

I've got chest infection! Now I am on antibiotic. Doctor told me that this chest infection is similar to kids' whooping cough.Not very nice..Anyway Inshallah I will get better soon. Please pray for me..cooked lamb and hotchpoch after a long time...really miss home food..don't like cooking..

I am ill again, just keep throwing up from cough. Not a very good experience..feel like going home...

Just came back from london, had a good time, met up with sarwar, went to few places, then went to leina bhabi's house. went to British Museum today with Leina bhabi. It was good fun. This was my second time at British Museum but it was Leina Bhabi's first time at British Museum, funny how people don't get to think so many important things in life which are just lying next door to them. Anyway as always British Museum was a thrilling experience, took picture of the sculpture greek god Apollo where Apollo lost his penis..Also took few picture of Mummies. Went to see Buckingham Palace for the first time, wasn't really impressed, moreover I was swearing at the Queen's guards and was telling them to get a proper job..LOL.

Today is Eid UL Adha, Eid Mubarak to everyone, went to MYF for eid prayer.Khutba was very good, even though the Imam forgot the Takbirs on the 2nd rakat. Hope to have a quiet day.

I need a cough syrup. This stupid cold is not leaving me..

Just watched 'Gandhi' on BBC2, great film, eating is not normal from the fever.Got caugh and tonsilitis too. Might not go to work tomorrow. See how it goes.

bashar ranna kora khabar khete icha korche, nije ranna korte icha korche na. Shorir kharap thakle ranna korte icha kore na. Poribar ke khub miss korchi. Oshustho thakle maa jotno nito, 2 diner moto pray na kheye achi, kichui khete parchi na, fol aar dudh chara. Ami ajker blog likhchi ei jonne je, ami mone rakhte chai sharajibon je, amar kharap shomoy e edeshe amar kew chilo na. Ejonne noy je ami manoshikbhabe biporjosto. Ashakori amar protishodh nebar shomoy ashbe ekdin.

All my websites are on google now, it's really great. I am famous, HO Ho HO !!

Happy new year folks, hope the new year brings you joy and success. I am still suffering from cold+fever+tonsilitis. not so happy new year for me..!